The bus drops you off along with 50 other lost souls at dawn. The sun is still sleeping ๐๐⛅and you are full of adrenaline , but you are keeping it cool , like it’s your usual routine . I don’t know why we are constantly lying to ourselves and others ๐ First glimpse of the ship … what you see is power ! You can feel it, you can even touch it and you can’t explain the feeling! You are simply proud because you succeed this far and are in awe with a steel GIANT in front of you. You feel like an ant next to it. We have just entered through the crew gangway (for you terrestrials :D, it’s a staircase that leads up to the ship) . It’s a different gangway then the one guests (for you terrestrials :D it’s a passengers) are using. It feels like you entered behind the stage of the theater. It’s barebone steel and some carpet occasionally. You are entering and you feel a different climate just like entering a huge cave. You hear a constant buzzing noise and feel the smell of the ship. I...
A collection of raw, untamed thoughts—future fragments of a book in the making. These are not just stories, but echoes of self-discovery, reflections on the struggle between resistance and growth and glimpses into the mind that never stops questioning. If you've ever battled yourself, welcome. You’re not alone.