It was middle of the night when I heard “Code Bravo, Code Bravo, Code Bravo! Deck 9, forward” 🔥🔥🔥🔥… First thing on my sleepy mind was “idiots can you please keep it quiet”, 😴🛌 then the message hit me and jumped from the bed trying to remember should I do anything or if there is any specific call for action. A few minutes later we had another announcement to disregard the message. My heart was pounding and could not go back to sleep. It was just a smoke on the bridge :D ahaha well now I need a smoke… 🚬 It is difficult sometimes being around people 24/7. But the good thing is to have friends to laugh about it. As the Trainer on the ship, frequently we are getting feedback without asking for it. So, you fascinatingly build up filters to absorb only the necessary. Except professional life, we also live a private life. Every so often we have a challenge to stay professional onboard. Life onboard includes friends, love, happiness, desires, money, sex, career, and gossips....
A collection of raw, untamed thoughts—future fragments of a book in the making. These are not just stories, but echoes of self-discovery, reflections on the struggle between resistance and growth and glimpses into the mind that never stops questioning. If you've ever battled yourself, welcome. You’re not alone.